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About Me Premium Member Mad Scientist Christian "Mardie" Blair24/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Carnophobia

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Phobias - 10 Photographs


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The Photoshop Prayer, by :iconfeonix-lancaster:

"Oh Application that art in Heaven,
Hallowed be thy Process.
Thy Updates come,
Thy Filters be done;
In grey-scale as it is in colour.
Give us this day our daily deviation,
And remove from us our image flaws,
As we undo those errors which are made against us.
Lead us not into layer conflicts,
And deliver us from unbalanced histograms.
For thine is the paintbrush,
and the eraser, and the clone tool,
for ever and ever.
Amen"

Warning: Content

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 1, 2009, 4:36 AM
  • Mood: Torment
  • Listening to: The Paper Chase - Said the Spider to the Fly
  • Reading: To-Do List
  • Eating: Paper Clips
  • Drinking: Bubble Wrap

(Spider: )
I want your head.
I want your wicked parts.
I want to wring out your evil thoughts.
I want to eat out your bitter heart.
I want your soul to sing six words harmony
Of all the pigs that might tempt me.
I know you're sick alone and I’m telling everyone everything.
So scratch it on the wall of your coffin on your sick day home:
"And when your lover loves to cheat there's another you can meet
It’s a short pier, it's a long walk home"
You gotta show me where it hurts,
There’s a beast and a burden
Kicking, spitting on your bathroom floor.
This is your life this is your life and
When I’m done it's over a little bit more.

Good things die all the time,
God bless your heart, vengeance is mine.
"Kiss me like you mean goodbye," said the spider to the fly.
When all those times you thought that you were wrong, you were right.


(Fly: )
So if I fight the good fight will hairlines recede?
Will lines deepen in face to craft a look of defeat?
I feel the end is near my little Monday night whore,
My little Saturday night became a Sunday remorse.
When it's all over America,
The Godless game show heathens.
This is your life, this is your life,
At last my good friend we are even.
I know I’ll never lose an arm, never stay up staring at the phone.
I'll never rot up with disease don't you bury me and leave,
Don’t you leave me in the ground alone.
You gotta show me where it hurts, never creamate me to burn,
Never chop me up and throw me to sea.
You’ll never have to find the words they come spilling unrehearsed,
But you and I will never find that peace.

Good things die all the time,
God bless your heart, vengeance is mine.
"Kiss me like you mean goodbye," said the spider to the fly.
When all those times you thought that you were wrong, you were right.

Good things die all the time,
God bless your heart, vengeance is mine.
"Kiss me like you mean goodbye," said the spider to the fly.
When all those times you thought that you were wrong, you were right.


Has unhealthy infatuation turned into more? Regardless of if you read it or not. This is what my next set, is based off of. With some unpleasantness that has been going down, instead of bitching about it, Im doing what any self respecting (Loathing?) Artist would do, and Im going to make some motherfucking art to cope.

It will be a series with six photographs, and each photo, will have partial lyrics from this song posted in the artist comments. They are to be viewed while listening to the song, for maximum effect.

In order to better come to grasps with how this series will be impacting me, Here is the Youtube, of the song.
[link]
Where you can listen at your leisure, or not at all, or be surprised when I pop out of nowhere with six new things.

All Im waiting on, is my model to feel better, and shooting will commence.
All photos have been planned.

Is this what it means to have Love turn to Vindiction?
Creative Tendencies, preceded by Apathy?




This journal was hand-crafted in the USA by *Necroantics.
Skin by =Night-Beast (modified by *Necroantics)

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Where Scary Things Happen
  • Interests: Baking. Photography.
  • Favourite movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: The Smashing Pumpkins
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative, 80's, Soul, Jazz, Post Rock
  • Favourite artist: Clive Barker
  • Favourite poet or writer: John Irving, Brian Lumley, or Frank Herbert
  • Favourite photographer: Chema Madoz
  • Favourite style of art: Pretty.
  • Operating System: I Operate on Psychosis.
  • Shell of choice: Starfishes!
  • Skin of choice: The Flesh of My Enemies! Or Tigers. Theyre Pretty...
  • Favourite game: Monopoly.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Pre-Electrical Era. Board Games.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Beetlejuice, Raphel the Turtle, Mark Hamilton's Joker
  • Personal Quote: It Seems to Me, One, Never Sufficently Exploits the Possible.
  • Tools of the Trade: An extensive repertoire of "Yo Mama" Jokes.

Journal History

Comments


:iconbehindgreeney3s:
Many many thanks for the support!

:tighthug:
:tighthug:
:tighthug:

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And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad...
:iconnecroantics:
:glomp: :D

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Amongst Every Atrocity,
There is Something Beautiful.
:icontoast-muncher:
Thanks a lot for the two fav's! <3

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They all proclaimed as they tumbled down the wrong side of the hill.
:iconnecroantics:
But of Course!
You absolutely earned them!
And deserved them!
And.. I dunno.. Rocked them?
Yeah, you rocked em. Definitely...

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Amongst Every Atrocity,
There is Something Beautiful.
:icontoast-muncher:
Why thank you (:

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They all proclaimed as they tumbled down the wrong side of the hill.
:iconschizo-on-crack:
Thanks for the faves and the nostalgic comment xD!

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Red Bull for breakfast and internet for dinnar.
:iconnecroantics:
Hehe..
I was sad.. because even the repair duct tape, was coming off...
Tell me its well loved.
TELL ME!

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Amongst Every Atrocity,
There is Something Beautiful.
:iconschizo-on-crack:
I found it in our family history box, it used to belong to my brother. Now I take great care of it and it lies peacefully on my nightstand next to my bed. Speaking of, I need to feed him new batteries after all those lost years ;D.

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Red Bull for breakfast and internet for dinnar.
:iconnecroantics:
As long as you love it.. and pet it.. and feed it..
Dont forget to love it.. haha
tell it that you love it.
Name it...
... It should love you back!

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Amongst Every Atrocity,
There is Something Beautiful.
:iconmcr-obsessed:
thanks for the fave =]

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[["...pretty green pools of emerald goo"]]-Jodus <3

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